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    Sunday, August 15th, 2004
    9:31 pm
    Right now im listenin to music and nothing else.....Im really upset cuz tomorrow is mi first day of skewl and mi dad wont be there to see it.m goin into jr high and he isnt gonna be here. I wanna go home and its not fair that i cant. Y do i have to be here? i dont wanna be here for skewl. I hate skewl here it sux........plus MI DAD WONT BE HERE :'(. I hate mi life......y cant i just....die?

    Current Mood: sad
    Friday, August 13th, 2004
    11:29 pm
    hi right now im talkin to mi friend....I feel bad cuz i lied to someone about mi age and he still believes me i dont wanna tell him cuz he wont ever talk to me again. hes 15 and thats how old i told him i was i cant tell him mi rl age and i wont until i fell i have to bye im gonna go do stuffs

    confused
    Thursday, August 12th, 2004
    9:30 pm
    bored....lol help

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: Break Away
    8:20 pm

    Right now im on the phone with tey tey n his brother...they bore me i swear....someones chewing like a cow lol n im bored...as always well ill right later

     

    <marquee> idiots



    Current Mood: hyper
    Current Music: rOCK
    5:32 pm
    dear kaitlyn
    Hi Kait, I know u cant read this but i miss u alot. I wish u were here with me now but ur not. Everything is ok i guess,,.......its weird....u know u know here with me. weve been friends for only a year but weve become very very very close! U are mi best friend and ur like mi sister. i wish u could be here with me but ur not................I love u kait ur mi BEST FRIEND and i miss u! Right now im holding mi kitty n im just sitting here missin u and everyone else in NJ............Kaitlyn....i know we faught al the time but it doesnt matter ne more cuz ur not here n im here by miself without u here with me......Ii didnt get to say bye to u so its not fair i love u kait n ill never forget about u....hold the rock close cuz i may not come back. I love u kait dont ever forget that!

    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: hoobastank The Reason
    4:33 pm
    Right now im on the phone with Tey tey...he just called...hes outside.....we dont talk about much n hes not ur usual bf hes...weird lmao.....hes black no offense well im gonna go talk to him bye


    bored
    4:28 pm
    SoNgS

    I write songs n stuff n lol well duh i sing them. I wanna be a singer when im older but i dont think its ever gonna happen. Mi mom doesnt help at all so... she says we dont have the money to help u. she wouldnt help me if we did have the money. She wants us to be like girly girls n stuff but then its boring like that. Just cuz she was perfect when she was little it dont mean we have to be the same way. Im just glad she doesnt make me do cheerleading i hate cheerleadin. Arent kids supposed to follow there dreams? well i dont think thats gonna happen to me..... If im home all the time how am i supposed to get discovered. I sing every day either outside on the swings or inside in mi room with the music. I record tapes of me and when they sound bad i just sing it better then i did b4. LOL one time i recorded n i sounded like a guy and thats not good. Mi sister says id be better off singing pop but i wanna sing rock like ashlee simpson cuz no one likes pop only them prisses like pop and.......lol no ty no one would buy mi CDs thats what i think about. Mi sister is totally crazy tho yesterday we were sitttin in mi room and  she started recording herself but sounding funny lol. Mi mom is over there spraying flies its funny then she steps on them. We get way too many bugs in our house,we didint have that in NJ but we had to move here. Mi mom isnt the same as she used to be shes like a whole different mom but she said we changed....Yeah everyone does but she changed in a bad way which obviously isnt good so.....yeah well im gonna go do stuff... lol ill talk later im gonna go call ppl

     

    <marquee> testing....1.....2.....3.....Cya



    Current Mood: high
    Current Music: Finger 11 One thing
    4:10 pm
    3:51 pm

     

     

    Right now im sooo bored..... Mom n manda r makin a cheesecake yuck!!! Skewl starts in like 4 days n im excited n scared that im gonna get lost lol i always do!............................................lol No one has called me yet...well they have i just wasnt awake lol sooo.........i was on the phone with Travis this mornin and he ex gf wanted to talk to me n she was tellin me what an ass hole Travis was but i dont believe her and she is just sayin that cuz shes jealous of me cuz hes mine no MUHAHAHAHAHAH lmao I miss mi friend drago......hes so awesome well his real name is shawn.......but lol i always call him drago cuz that was his name on TSO when i met him. He doesnt play it nemore n i wish he did! hes 14......but hes awesome <3!!! but at least i get to talk to him online even tho hes always playin some weird game that some ppl play.....i dont play it. well hes online now n im talkin to him cya later!!

     



    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: marron 5 she will be loved
    1:19 pm
    Your gender:: girl lol
    Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight
    Single?: no
    If not, do you want to be?: yes
    Birthdate::
    Your age::
    Age you act:: 4-ish
    Age you wish you were:: iDk
    Your height:: 4'9
    Eye color:: brown
    Happy with it?: yerps
    Hair color:: brown with a lil blonde
    Happy with it?: yupers
    Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
    Your living arrangement:: with my mom and sister
    Your family:: my mom - my dad(n.j.) - my sisters
    Have any pets?: yeah .. lots
    Whats your job?: dont gots one
    Piercings?: earS !
    Tattoos?: none
    Obsessions?: nope
    Addictions?: PiXi StIx
    Do you speak another language?: not realli
    Have a favorite quote?: not realli no...
    Do you have a webpage?: nope but i used to

    Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
    Do you live in the moment?: huh?
    Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah?
    Do you have any secrets?: yes
    Do you hate yourself?: most of the time
    Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes
    Do you have any bad habits?: surely
    What is the compliment you get from most people?: ur hair looks cute or i like ur outfit
    If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: lost girl
    What's your biggest fear?: the dark and whatever goes on in it (ghost n stuff)
    Can you sing?: yeah Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope
    Are you a loner?: no way
    What are your #1 priorities in life?: dunno
    If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: surrree
    Are you a daredevil?: yup
    Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes
    Are you passive or agressive?: ???huh?¿
    Do you have a journal?: yup
    What is your greatest strength and weakness?: i have no clue
    If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: perfect eye vision
    Do you think you are emotionally strong?: sometimes
    Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yerp
    Do you think life has been good so far?: sorta...?
    What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: always wear clean unders!!! LMAO
    What do you like the most about your body?: mi boobs LMAO
    And least?: mi belly n mi legs
    Do you think you are good looking?: nope
    Are you confident?: ya
    What is the fictional character you are most like?: ed the stupidest one on ed edd n eddy
    Are you perceived wrongly?: huh...????

    Do You...
    Smoke?: nope
    Do drugs?: no
    Read the newspaper?: sometimes
    Pray?: nopes
    Go to church?: used to
    Talk to strangers who IM you?: yerp
    Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah
    Take walks in the rain?: i run and walk
    Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeSsSs
    Drive?: no but mi sis tried once....that was scary Like to drive fast?: mi sister does...i will when i get to drive ;)
    Would or Have You Ever?
    Liked your voice?: sometimes
    Hurt yourself?: yes
    Been out of the country?: i wiSh
    Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
    Been in love?: ya<3
    Done drugs?: nope
    Gone skinny dipping?: yerps LMAO i have realli
    Had a medical emergency?: does a kidney infection count?
    Had surgery?: no
    Ran away from home?: oh god yeah
    Played strip poker?: i`m gonna learn
    Gotten beaten up?: no
    Beaten someone up?: yup
    Been picked on?: yep
    Been on stage?: yeah
    Slept outdoors?: yes
    Thought about suicide?: all the time
    Pulled an all nighter?: yup
    If yes, what is your record?: a day and nite
    Gone one day without food?: yup
    Talked on the phone all night?: yePpPpPpErZ
    Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yup
    Slept all day?: yeah
    Killed someone?: not yet
    Made out with a stranger?: no
    Had sex with a stranger?: nope
    Thought you're going crazy?: yeSs
    Kissed the same sex?: yeah
    Done anything sexual with the same sex?: noooooo
    Been betrayed?: i think so...
    Had a dream that came true?: ya..
    Broken the law?: ya HAHA
    Met a famous person?: yup 2 of my friends are famous
    Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: does a worm count???
    On purpose?: worm?
    Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: dont think so...
    Stolen anything?: no....;)
    Been on radio/tv?: ya i was 3
    Been in a mosh-pit?: no
    Had a nervous breakdown?: idk
    Bungee jumped?: no but i want to Had a dream that kept coming back?: ya....

    Beliefs
    Belive in life on other planets?: don`t we aLl ?
    Miracles?: yeSs
    Astrology?: uh huh
    Magic?: depends on wat
    God?: soRta
    Satan?: who ?
    Santa?: hell no ..
    Ghosts?: ya
    Luck?: of course
    Love at first sight?: yup
    Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yerperzzzzz
    Witches?: ya i think
    Easter bunny?: no way maNn
    Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: huh?Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: ya and the little sexy person lmao
    Do you wish on stars?: when i get the chance

    Deep Theological Questions
    Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: WAT?
    Do you think God has a gender?:not sure
    Do you believe in organized religion?: 8ummmmmm?????
    Where do you think we go when we die?: 6 feet under

    Friends
    Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: bi sexual
    Who is your best friend(s)?: Kaitlyn,travis,Chase, Josh and........Nick Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Kaitlyn What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:dont sleep with a bra on Your favourite inside joke?: lol dont go outside alone LMAO me n kaits
    Thing you're picked on most about?:that im fat Who's your longest known friend?: Kaitlyn
    Newest?: Willie
    Shyest?: me lmao
    Funniest?: Kaitlyn
    Sweetest?: kaitlyn
    Closest?: kaitlyn
    Weirdest?: kaitlyn
    Smartest?: kaitlyn
    Ditziest?: me
    Friends you miss being close to the most?: kaitlyn n meg
    Last person you talked to online?: Ray
    Who do you talk to most online?: Ray Who are you on the phone with most?Travis Who do you trust most?: Kaitlyn n Josh Who listens to your problems?: Kaitlyn n Joah n Amanda n Travis
    Who do you fight most with?: Kaitlyn n amanda
    Who's the nicest?:MeG
    Who's the most outgoing?: me n kait
    Who's the best singer?: me
    Who's on your shit-list?: Nick
    Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: not really
    Who's your second family?: Reagens Do you always feel understood?: no
    Who's the loudest friend?: KAITLYN!! Do you trust others easily?:not realli?
    Who's house were you last at?: Megs
    Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Kaitlyns
    Do your friends know you?: YES THEY DO
    Friend that lives farthest away: All!

    Love and All That
    Do you consider love a mistake?: no?
    What do you find romantic?: not sure walkin on the beach at night..?
    Turn-on?: sexy ppl...?
    Turn-off?: farts and burps loud ones and stinky
    First kiss?: bad experence
    If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: idk..?
    Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them ?: yeah ?
    Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: suuure?? Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yeah
    Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: dont think so
    What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they dont understand...some of em
    What's the last present someone gave you?: idk?
    Are you in love?: yeah
    Do you consider your significant other hot?: huh?....

    Who Was the Last Person...
    That haunted you?: travis
    You wanted to kill?: miself
    That you laughed at?: travis n amanda
    That laughed at you?: everyone
    That turned you on?: idk
    You went shopping with?: my mom
    That broke your heart?: um....??
    To disappoint you?: my mom
    To ask you out?: willie
    To make you cry?: everyone
    To brighten up your day?: kaitlyn
    That you thought about?: kaitlyn
    You saw a movie with?: my daddy:)
    You talked on the phone with?: Travis
    You talked to through IM/ICQ?: amanda
    You saw?: amanda
    You lost?: mi mind

    Right This Moment...
    Are you going out?: no
    Will it be with your significant other?: huh
    Or some random person?: ---
    What are you wearing right now?: leopeeerd skin top w/ pj pants Body part you're touching right now: mi finger??...
    What are you worried about right now?: alot
    What book are you reading?: White is for magic!
    What's on your mousepad?: i dont need a mousepad
    Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: bored-mad-sad-anxious-scared
    Are you bored?: yeah
    Are you tired?: uh huh
    Are you talking to anyone online?: not this second
    Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: yerps
    Are you lonely or content?: .......?
    Are you listening to music?: no but im about to
    3:16 am
    3:13 am
    3:04 am

    Right now its late and mi sister is going to sleep but im still awake of course............ I cant sleep lol of course i never can. I wish Kaitlyns phone wasnt disconnected i really wanna talk to her I miss her a lot. Its like 3 AM and i should go to sleep soon. In mi house at night its kinda creepy like someone is just gonna be standing there when u turn around or something lol. Mi friend Josh invited me to the movies with him but idk if i should go............he wants to bring Tey tey mi bf but.......i dont want him all up on me lol its kinda annoying! I wish i was single or going out with only one person or somethin! I miss mi daddy a lot and mi sister and her bf.....It really sucks i gota wait a while until i can see anyone again. Im glad i at least have mi sister with me. I WANT MI DAD TO COME HERE OR I WANNA GO BACK THERE ITS SO NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     

     

     



    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: Kelly Clarkson Break away
    1:54 am
    songs to listen to

    Donna Lewis..............           Always and Forever

        Blink 182...............             Im Lost Without You

    Finger 11....................              One Thing

    Everclear.....................              Wonderful

    Ashlee Simpson............               Shadow

    Maroon 5.....................             She Will Be Loved

    Avril Lavigne.................              My Happy Ending

    Vitiman C......................              Graduation

    New Found Glory..........              All Downhill From Here

    Weezer...........................               Say It Aint So

    <marquee>    AWESOME MUSIC..........OH YES IT IS



    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Anything
    1:49 am
    When i was like 4 or somethin....it was christmas and mi sis was 5! She opened her stocking and got a pack of red gum so she screamed really loud "RED GUUUMM!!" well when we found the tape of it we would watch it in slow motion and we would all crack up it was soo funny.


    I adopted a cute lil' clown fetus
    from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!



    memories

    Current Mood: ditzy
    Current Music: marron 5 she will be loved
    1:48 am
    make a wish take a chance and break away!
    1:47 am
    <marquee> bored........bored.......bored.......bored..........bored......BORED!!!!

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: NOTHING
    1:44 am

    Im sooo bored.....idk what to do with miself.......lol im dating two pplz n i wanna break up with one cuz i like someone else. I got off the phone like 3 hrs ago with mi friend Travis. soon i have to start going to bed early (which sucks) i usually go to bed at like 3 or 4 or even 5. I have a lot of friends and most of them are boys. i cant get over how bored i am. sometimes i wish i would die and then other times im so glad im alive. one reason im glad im alive is cuz of mi sis. If she werent here with me i think id die. I dont care that we fight i love her more then nething. she is mi hero and will always be. I look up to her but she doesnt know that. no one knows what goes through mi mind

    <marquee> this is mi mind right now.......bored.........bored.......bored......bored


    I hope mi sister never leaves me.....She is mi everything i love her sooo much i couldnt live without her

    1:42 am

    Im sooo bored.....idk what to do with miself.......lol im dating two pplz n i wanna break up with one cuz i like someone else. I got off the phone like 3 hrs ago with mi friend Travis. soon i have to start going to bed early (which sucks) i usually go to bed at like 3 or 4 or even 5. I have a lot of friends and most of them are boys. i cant get over how bored i am. sometimes i wish i would die and then other times im so glad im alive. one reason im glad im alive is cuz of mi sis. If she werent here with me i think id die. I dont care that we fight i love her more then nething. she is mi hero and will always be. I look up to her but she doesnt know that. no one knows what goes through mi mind

    <marquee> this is mi mind right now.......bored.........bored.......bored......bored


    I hope mi sister never leaves me.....She is mi everything i love her sooo much i couldnt live without her

    1:35 am
    someone take me away.....

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: Everclear wonderful
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